God is… ?

If you’re following along with the Gospel reading, today’s section is Matthew 27:1-26.

To be quite honest, I wasn’t sure what to think about today’s text. Only a small portion of the chapter directly involves Christ; instead, it deals with the events going on around Him. I’m reading through the Gospels with the specific intent to learn more about God’s character and I’m not sure what this section is teaching me.

Now Jesus stood before the governor. And the governor asked Him, saying, “Are You the King of the Jews?”
Jesus said to him, “It is as you say.”
Matthew 27:11

Here, we have Christ telling Pilate nothing. Pilate asks Him a question and Jesus confirms that Pilate already knows the answer.

And while He was being accused by the chief priests and elders,
He answered nothing.
Matthew 27:12

Jesus doesn’t even respond to the priests and elders.

Then Pilate said to Him, “Do You not hear how many things they testify against You?” But He answered him not one word, so that the governor marveled greatly.
Matthew 27:13-14

Again, Jesus doesn’t defend Himself. They were smearing His name. Creating lies about Him. Falsely accusing Him. Misrepresenting God. And Jesus doesn’t defend Himself.

I’m not sure what to think about this passage. What is it teaching us about God’s character? I’m still thinking about it. Any ideas?

God knows how I feel

We are just about to finish up with the first Gospel, the book of Matthew. Today’s reading is Matthew 26:36-75. If you would like to join us, this week’s reading schedule is posted here.

This is a really heavy chapter. Jesus is arrested in the garden of Gethsemane and begins His trial. But first, Jesus goes through an intense prayer session, pleading with God that He does not have to undergo this ordeal. As always, He offers to do the will of God, even if that means death.

However, while this entire passage is worthy of study, I was struck by something a bit different.

Then He said to them,
My soul is exceedingly sorrowful, even to death.
Stay here and watch with Me.
Matthew 26:38

God knows exactly how I feel! This is not just an intellectual knowledge, but the knowledge of someone who has experienced the full range of human emotions. Jesus felt depressed. Got angry. Was exceedingly sorrowful. While He was on earth, He did not just experience the positive side of human emotions. He experienced the full range, from exceeding joy to exceeding sorrow!

For we do not have a High Priest who cannot sympathize with our weaknesses, but was in all points tempted as we are, yet without sin. Let us therefore come boldly to the throne of grace, that we may obtain mercy and find grace to help in time of need.

He know how we feel!

Father, thank You! Thank You for not being distant, for not being separated from Your creation. Thank You for allowing Jesus to undergo the same temptations and emotions that I face. Thank You for giving me the promise that You understand! And that I can come boldly to Your throne for both mercy and grace. Thank You! In Jesus’ name I pray, Amen.

God is love

Are you interested in reading through the Gospels? Join me at anytime! Today’s reading is Matthew 26:1-35.

Now as they were eating,
He said, “Assuredly, I say to you,
one of you will betray Me.”
Matthew 26:21

I know this text doesn’t exactly say that God is love. It’s more of a direct revelation as to the heart of one of Jesus’ disciples. However, if you look at the context, Jesus is having His last meal before He dies. He knows it! This should have been a time of bonding the disciples together, reminding them of what was going to come, and talking of the promises of Jesus rising from the dead.

While some of that did occur, Jesus also revealed that one of the disciples is going to betray Him. Jesus doesn’t kick Judas out. He doesn’t condemn Judas to hell, though He does say in this passage that it would have been better if Judas had never been born. Jesus doesn’t get angry and scream at Judas. Instead, Jesus reveals the truth with sorrow.

To me, that shows a huge amount of love. Jesus is facing death. Betrayal. Punishment for the sins of every single person who has ever lived. And yet He is still sorrowful over one person who makes a tragic choice. That shows me that God still loves us even when we sin. We still have to face the punishment of our actions but God still loves us. If Judas had repented, Jesus would have forgiven him. That is love.

Father, thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me even when I sin and disappoint You. Please help me to accept Your love, to love You more, and to share that love with other people. I pray for this in Jesus’ name, Amen.

God reveals Himself

Today’s reading is Matthew 24. I love this chapter! A focus on the second coming of Christ is hugely emphasized in my church, as evidenced by the Adventist portion of the denomination name.

We could spend a month talking about this one chapter and not exhaust all it contains. Alas, I had to pick only one verse.

But as the days of Noah were,
so also will the coming of the Son of Man be.
Matthew 24:37

There are two things I want to point out in this verse:

1 – “…so also will the coming of the Son of Man be.” Jesus’ coming is definite. We can look forward to it! He is coming and will take us home with Him. A perfect world. A chance to spend eternity with our Creator. I can’t wait!

2 – “But as the days of Noah were…” God does not want us to be ignorant. Many times in the Bible we can find written the words “he who has ears to hear, let him hear.” God does not leave us in the dark, wondering if He exists and if He will return. He gives us clear evidence, many signs in this chapter alone. We just have to open our ears and hear Him!

Father, thank You for sharing knowledge with us. Thank You for not leaving us in the dark! Even though some of the signs of Your coming are frightening, I know that You are with us. Please help me to rest in You instead of getting distracted by the things around me. I pray this in Jesus’ name, Amen.

“For One is your Father”

Today’s reading is Matthew 23. Woah. What an in your face chapter! Hubby sat down with me this evening and we read the chapter together. After finishing, I mentioned that it would have been really hard to be on the receiving end of Christ’s rebuke. I can just imagine the group of men standing near Jesus as their faces get redder and redder and their bodies get more and more tense with anger. They deserved the rebuke but it would have been really difficult to hear in person!

That said, I can still seeking out more information about God’s character. Here is today’s gem:

Do not call anyone on earth your father;
for One is your Father,
He who is in heaven.
Matthew 23:9

I’m not certain that I fully grasp the meaning of this verse. At first, hubby and I discussed the possibility that it was instructing us to not call our biological father “father.” That can’t be it, though…

Instead, I think the verse is saying that we should not treat anyone on earth with the same measure of spiritual respect that we offer God. We don’t need a human mediator to explain God, to forgive our sins, etc. Instead, we go directly to God in a one on one relationship. I don’t have to approach another sinful human being in order to talk to God. I can talk to Him directly as He is my Father.

Father, I thank You for being my Father. Thank You for caring for me and for showing that I can come to You directly. Please help me to remember that I can approach You without fear because You are always willing to hear me. In Jesus’ name I pray, Amen.

The God of the living

I had to read through this chapter several times to figure out what I could learn about God’s character. Several of the parables are really interesting but are more about us than about Him. Finally, I stopped on this verse:

I am the God of Abraham, the God of Isaac, and the God of Jacob.
God is not the God of the dead, but of the living.
Matthew 22:32

I can’t exactly put my finger on why this text is so awe-inspiring to me. Maybe because God is the same throughout history. He is the God of Abraham, of Isaac, and Jacob. Not was, but is. From generation to generation, God is the same.

He cares about the living. God cares about me. And you.

We have hope in a future life. Death is not the end. God is the God of those who have died but they will live again. If we choose to accept Him, death is not permanent. We can live again and live with Him!

Father, thank You for being my God. Thank You for being the same throughout history, for being Someone we can rely on and trust. Please help me to remember that You are eternal. Thank You for the hope that this life is not the end, that there is still more to come. Thank You for making that possible for anyone who chooses. Amen.

What’s On My Nightstand?

What's On Your Nightstand
I can’t believe it’s already time for a Nightstand Post. This month has flown by. My husband and I took a week off for vacation, I spent hours trying to find a bridesmaid dress, and hubby’s work hours after vacation were crazy. It has been a great month, but busy!


Bruno checking out my to-read pile
I read too many fiction books this month. In May, I’m going to try to read more nonfiction.

Books completed in April (links are to my reviews)
Bento Box in the Heartland – 3 stars
Dawn’s Prelude – 3 stars
Remembering the Kanji I – 5 stars
Love Finds You in Lahaina, Hawaii – 4 stars
Courting Miss Amsel – 4 stars
The King’s Daughter – 3 stars

Currently reading
Theology – Matthew (Bible) – I’ve been following the Blogging Through the Gospels schedule but haven’t been doing much of the blogging. I really need to remedy that.

Theology – The Whole Bible Story: Everything That Happens in the Bible in Plain English (review copy)

Classics – The Castle, Kafka – My husband’s classics challenge for me this month. Don’t tell him, but I’m actually kind of enjoying it.

To-read in May


This is my “nightstand,” which is actually an end table next to the couch. The pile on the right consists of a Japanese New Testament, KJV, NKJV, and NIV Bible. Right now I’m mostly reading out of the NKJV but I like comparing to the others when I come across hard passages. Under the Bibles is a small stack of magazines from my church. That stack will likely grow before it gets smaller…

The huge stack on the left is my library pile. Even when I go into the library with just one book on my list, I walk out with at least three. Surprisingly, I’ve been finishing almost every book I’ve checked out! As much as it pains me, I am trying to limit my library trips to ensure that I can complete every book.

Priorities for May:
Crazy Love: Overwhelmed by a Relentless God, by Francis Chan – YLCF’s May read along

Bonhoeffer: Pastor, Martyr, Prophet, Spy, by Eric Metaxas – I have heard great things about this book and was really excited when I found a copy at the library yesterday. I thought it would be months before I’d get my hands on it!

The Robots of Dawn, by Isaac Asimov – Hubby’s May classic challenge. I don’t know much about this book and I’ve never read sci-fi other than H.G. Wells’ The Time Machine. We’ll see how it goes.

Menu Plan Monday


Two new recipes this week! I keep intending to complete this in advance but I’m still writing up my menu at the last minute. I’ll try again to have a complete menu and shopping list by the end of the week.

Monday – Taco salad (new recipe from last week)
Tuesday – Soba noodles & gyoza
Wednesday – Tacos
Thursday – Orange chicken
Friday – Mushroom-Spinach Curry (new recipe)
Sabbath dinner – Homemade pizza
Sunday – Rigatoni with homemade sauce

I can’t wait to try these new recipes, especially the taco salad. I cooked the black beans this morning so we’re definitely having it tonight. Three weeks on the menu and we’re finally going to try the recipe!

Earth Day

Today is Earth Day! I believe that taking care of the earth is important because God gave it to us.

Then the LORD God took the man
and put him in the garden of Eden
to tend and keep it.
Genesis 2:15

God could have created this world in just an instant. After all, He spoke everything into existence. Instead, He took six days to create the earth, making it a perfect home for man to live in.

Although sin has destroyed much of the beauty, our planet is still beautiful. If you keep your eyes open, you can see the fingerprints of God. Just watch Planet Earth or Planet Seas to see some of the beauty. Or, take a look in your own backyard. God gave us a huge gift and told mankind to tend and keep it.

There are many, many things we can do to benefit our world. They don’t even have to be environmental causes, per se. Taking care of our fellow human beings is also a great way to celebrate Earth Day.

Environmentalism, recycling, reusing, reducing our impact on the planet… all of these things have been on my mind lately. I think the tsunami in Japan brought the issue to the forefront of my mind. Looking at the photos and videos of some parts of Japan, I cry. Not only are the people forced to start their lives over, the environmental impact is huge. What do you do with all of the wrecked buildings? The cars? The trashed belongings? All of that trash has to go somewhere.

Lately, I’ve been looking into the zero waste lifestyle. Don’t Waste Your Homemaking brought it to my attention by posting this video.

I’ll be sharing more later about my first attempts at reducing my waste. Even though I have no intention of going this extreme, it’s a great motivation!

Are you doing anything specific to celebrate Earth Day?

My God is powerful

Today’s reading is Matthew 19.

But Jesus looked at them and said to them, “With men this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.”
Matthew 19:26

When you look over the chapters we’ve read thus far, it’s easy to see how all things are possible with God. So far, God has calmed storms, healed the sick, made the blind see, forgave sins, fed a huge crowd from just one lunch (twice!), and raised someone to life. God really is powerful!

And yet He has a soft side.

And He laid His hands on them and departed from there.
Matthew 19:15

To put this verse in context, little children had been brought to Jesus for Him to bless them. The disciples tried to keep the children away. However, Jesus intercepted them and laid His hands on them. The God of the universe who can raise the dead also takes the time to bless little children. What a God!

Father, thank You so much for revealing Yourself through the word. Thank You for being both powerful and compassionate at the same time. Please help me remember your compassionate side, not to be nervous about how powerful You are compared to how weak I am. Thank You for demonstrating that you care for each of us! Help me to show that love to others. In Jesus’ name I pray, Amen.